Just when I thought I couldnt, I could. When I thought I had no tomorrow, it came. Content as I may be at times with all the changes there comes regret at moving away from the comfort zone I came to feel at ease with. No pain no growth!
I think sometimes I fail to remember that times gone cannot be had over again. Comparison is ever in my mind, which haunts me somewhat - but after a cup of tea, I pull my BIG GIRL jeans up and tackle life head on.
I have had cause to experience slander this year. It is amazing to me that although I write about what motivates me. what Ive learned, what Ive experienced along my life path, people expect me to be super-human. No faults - just the perfect person who has the world under her feet and everything in her life is flowing along smoothly. Aside from the naivety that comes with judgement of others who have not walked a mile in your shoes, I find this summation of my life quite odd. I am only human after all, prone to mood swings, get sidelined by life, have friends betray me and inevitably created to make mistakes at one or another juncture. How on earth I came to be the epitome of perfection to some is beyond my comprehension.
So - wake up people - I have a purpose in life and that is to help others. If what I write today isnt your lesson, let it be and move on. I do not make apologies for who I am, what i have done - all these have led me to the point I am in life and I thank every experience for teaching me something.
Well, having said that, all things good have crossed my path in 2015 whether they were lessons learned through hard times or happy moments that caressed my life with love and peace.
Its all in the perception now isnt it?