Too many methinks, but there is something that tells me that if I dont think of all the scenarios or possibilities Ill not be prepared when the time comes.
I have always been a thinker, an analyst - cannot say that there is a time that I recall when I didnt have some kind of scheme or plan in my head. I know it irks some people..... they think that I am heavy, too complicated. Why then do they consult with me when their life seems to hit a brick wall or when they cannot see a solution to a particular problem?
There is yet another hurdle that has presented itself this past week which needs to be jumped, my life is full of them. This time however I am forcing myself to quell the stress that wants to well up because it wont help me in the long run. I refuse this time to suppress emotions l because I used to think it exposed my vulnerable side and that would show everyone I was weak. I decided that this hurdle is going to be the one that I handle a little differently. Instead of filling my head with all the negative pitfalls in the 'what if' bucket, Im choosing to infuse my heart and mind with the positive ones.